There have been people in my life who have excluded me from particular areas of theirs. Specifically with friends. Not being open to including someone they say they care for, showing Every side of them, the good, the bad, and the ugly. Everyone tends to take on different personas depending on who they're around.
Feeling left out, excluded from that part of someone, well, quite frankly, it hurts. A lot. Being put into a "time slot" for special occasions, while others get to be apart of the main event, Really stinks.
I've never asked to be included all the time. But to be continually shoved off into the corner and only allowed into certain aspect of a person's time, has ripped a piece of me, over and over and over. All I've ever wanted was to be given a chance. I guess that was asking too much. Doesn't really matter now anyway.